Chapter 154 I Don’t Want You
The crowd around gradually gathered together, betting on their eyes.
Yan Xudong didn’t want to stay any longer, turned around with Gu Xiaochen throwing three words, “Let’s go!”
Gu Xiaochen refused to go, she never thought he would say such things, understand everything, everything cannot be together s reason. But, how can he say such a thing? What is an unwanted woman? Gu Xiaochen’s stubborn temper began to attack, stubbornly not letting the voice tremble, “What do you say! You say it again!”
Wu Helian looked at her small face, stagnation for a moment, as if thinking about something.
Wuhe Lian silent for a long time, this said, “You have not heard? Also have to listen to it again?”
Noise disappeared, the world is silent, Guxiao Chen felt a chill jump up from the soles of the feet, being trapped, cold to the whole person Incredible. Was it all false in the past, and is everything false, he still did not care? How can this be? This man who could not save her life in order to save her, now said such things to her?
The chill hit the bones.
Gu Xiaochen felt too dizzy, and the world whirled in front of his eyes. For the first time, she was so angry that she felt deceived and fooled by someone, and it seemed that her heart was being trampled under his feet and stepped on hard. She shook her fist, and then let go, telling herself that it was okay, that she was okay, looking at him calmly, then pulling a smile.
Gu Xiaochen watched him deeply and said softly, “You also listen well, Wu Helian.”
She silently said quietly, ” I don’t want you.”
Wu Helian’s indifferent handsome face was startled, like a broken mirror with a mirror surface A trace of cracks. Whose image flashed before his eyes, she had turned and walked slowly in front of him. Gu Xiaochen’s thin figure just squeezed into the crowd and left quietly in the eyes of everyone. When he looked back, she had long disappeared from the crowd and could not find it.
Shen Ruo stood quietly, silently.
The crowds dispersed, a long street.
Gu Xiaochen walked forward from Gu Zi, just want to stay away from him, a little farther.
Yan Xudong chased up and took her hand and said, “
Xiaochen !” Gu Xiaochen looked sideways at him. The depression that accumulated on her chest made her about to explode, but she was enduring, “Xudong, don’t come to me again You are brothers, there is no need to hurt me for me! But I am not a thing, I can let it go! You are very good and excellent, really! You want to say that we are friends, I know, I know! But don’t
Treat me well!” “Gu Xiaochen, what he can give you, I can also give! What he can’t give you, I can give it better!” Yan Xudong gritted her teeth and locked her with her eyes.
Gu Xiaochen shook his head, “No! You can’t
give it!” “I can give it!” Yan Xudong held her hand firmly and said firmly.
“I don’t want to see anyone anymore, I beg you, don’t come to me again! I want to be quiet!” Gu Xiaochen waved his hand and turned away.
Yan Xudong was thrown in place by her, watching her go farther and farther, the wandering thought finally settled at this time.
The phone “buzzed–” rang directly, the phone was from Yu Mei, “Xudong! Did you receive Xiao Chen? She told me that she was waiting on the street corner…”
“I’m going back to Canada now, I Before you come back, take care of Xiaochen! You must wait for me!” Yan Xudong said firmly to the phone, and then hung up in a hurry.
In the apartment, Yu Mei was very upset. Holding her mobile phone, she kept calling Gu Xiaochen. The phone is connected, but no one has been answering. Originally she said yes to pick up Gu Xiaochen, but she let Yan Xudong go. But why did Yan Xudong suddenly return to Canada? Yu Mei waited anxiously, and finally couldn’t help changing clothes, and wanted to find it.
But someone knocked on the door.
Yu Mei thought Gu Xiaochen had forgotten to bring the key and immediately went to open the door.
But as soon as the door opened, Zhou Chengze was standing outside.
Yu Mei didn’t like the people of Zhou’s family. It was even more disgusting and disgusting.
Zhou Chengze braced the door, twisting his eyebrows and said, “I’m looking for Gu Xiaochen!”
“She’s not there! Even if she is, I don’t want to see you!” Yu Mei choked.
Zhou Chengze looked dignified and said in a deep voice, “I’m not kidding you! Aunt Fen is ill! I’m going to find her! Hurry up! Find me for her!”
Yu Mei suddenly felt surprised. Aunt Fen was Gu Xiaochen’s mother!
“Xiao Chen… She’s out! Really! I can’t get through her phone!” Yu Mei panicked and hurriedly answered.
At this time, it was Gu Xiaochen who came back slowly from the stairs. Zhou Chengze saw her. Without a word, she grabbed her hand and ran downstairs.
Yu Mei was too worried and caught up.
When the car drove to the hospital, Gu Xiaochen asked with a trembling voice, “When did you get sick?”
Zhou Chengze glanced at her, looking straight ahead, and said slowly, “In fact, he has been ill for a long time.”
“Why didn’t you tell me? Why?” Gu Xiaochen couldn’t restrain himself Emotional, collapsed geologically asked.
“Aunt Fen wouldn’t let me tell you.” Zhou Chengze couldn’t hide his sadness, and Shen Sheng said, “In fact, after the car accident, the congestion in Aunt Fen’s brain has not been cleared, which has compressed the nerves. The risk of surgery is too high, the doctor said that only 30% chance. Aunt Fen disagreed with the operation, she was afraid that you were worried, so she never told you.”
Gu Xiaochen suddenly remembered that after the car accident, they met less and less times. She always said that because Uncle Zhou was in poor health, she could not come out. When I meet occasionally, I always see her pale and weak. It turned out that it was like this. Yu Mei took Gu Xiaochen’s hand and wanted to give her warmth.
Gu Xiaochen finally saw Lin Fen in the intensive care unit of the hospital.
Lin Fen breathed weakly on oxygen, and his consciousness was unclear.
The attending doctor walked out of the ward and shook his head at the crowd.
Zhou Yaru stunned, pointing at Gu Xiaochen crying, “It’s you! Why did you let Aunt Fen go out that day! If you don’t go out! How could you encounter a car accident!”
“Yaru!” Zhou Chengze shouted.
“Originally, I was right!”
Gu Xiaochen thought of all the past, and he recalled his unsympathetic words, and looked at Lin Fen lying on the hospital bed through the glass. He could no longer restrain the sadness, and could not bear her. Suddenly fainted.
“Xiaochen? Xiaochen, are you awake? How are you doing?” Who shouted from the ear, Gu Xiaochen woke up and saw vaguely Yu Mei’s expression panic, but she was faint, feeling limbs weak, Can’t move at all. Yu Mei’s beautiful Li Rong was full of melancholy, and seemed to be relieved again, “You’re awake! You can’t fall down!”
Gu Xiaochen settled down and found himself lying on the bed.
The pale ceiling and the pungent smell of disinfectant water made her feel uncomfortable.
The lights were turned on in the ward, and it was already dark.
Gu Xiaochen moved his lips, and his voice was very hoarse. “How about mom?”
“Aunt is okay, she is okay, you can rest assured.” Yu Mei whispered her hand and murmured.
“I’m going to see her.” Gu Xiaochen said that she was about to get up, but she couldn’t make any effort and fell down again.
Yu Mei hurriedly pressed her and did not let her move, and softly persuaded, “You take a rest first, the doctor said that your body is very weak, it may be that the hair was cold before.”
In fact, the doctor said a lot, except for the weak body In addition, the mental blow is even more serious. Her spirit is very weak, and the whole person is in a very bad state. And she is pregnant, not suitable for mood swings, if excessive stimulation, severe abortion may result. Yu Mei dared not tell her that she was under more pressure.
The door of the ward was suddenly opened.
The three of the Zhou family came in.
Zhou Yaru helped Zhou Mosheng, followed by Zhou Chengze.
The arrival of the three people made the ward seem small, and Yu Mei ignored them.
Zhou Mosheng said, “Xiaochen, you take good care of your body. At this time, don’t let your mother rest assured. Even if you leave, you should let her go at ease.”
Gu Xiaochen was startled and startled.
“Dad! Aunt Fen will have a car accident, also because of her! Now she has children! If she really wants to reassure Aunt Fen, she should not be so unchecked! The girl has a child before she is married. What words!” Of course Zhou Yaru also knew about Gu Xiaochen’s pregnancy, and remembered that when Zhou Chengze heard this news from the doctor, she couldn’t help but forget the shocked expression.
Zhou Chengze remained silent, just staring at Gu Xiaochen, as if calming the complex mood.
“You…” Zhou Yaru originally wanted to continue, but when she saw Gu Xiaochen’s pale and weak look, she glanced at Zhou Chengze, which was also sad and sad. She couldn’t bear to say it again, whispering unevenly, “You can’t marry my brother now That’s it!”
“It’s all done? Please go out after it’s finished! Xiao Chen wants to rest!” Yu Mei said breathlessly.
“What’s your attitude?” Zhou Yaru retorted indignantly.
Yu Mei has been enduring, but she can’t help it anymore.
Yu Meihuo stood up, Leng Yanwang said to the Zhou family, condensing his eyes, “What attitude do I have? Ha! It’s ridiculous! I tell you, your surname Zhou is not qualified for Xiaochen half sentence! If it’s not because of Xiaochen, Your Zhou family has already fallen! How can there be such a beautiful scene today?”
“Mei Mei! Don’t say it!” Gu Xiaochen hurriedly pulled Yu Mei, but Yu Mei could not swallow this breath, disregarding her dissuasion, saying one by one. , “No! I have to say! I have to say! You Miss Zhou can still have such a happy time? What do you want? You don’t know where to cry!”
“And you, Mr. Zhou Chengze!” Yu Mei Huafeng turned around and greeted Zhou Chengze, “Can your Zhou’s have today? You have nothing!”
Yumei held Gu Xiaochen’s hand tightly and looked at her but spoke to the three of them. “Mr. Zhou, you are an elder, I should not say that you are not! But you also have children, You also love your children! How can you be patient, how can you make Xiaochen not recognize her mother!”
“When you are happy and happy, who of you thinks where is Xiaochen? She is alone! She only has One person! One person goes to school and lives alone! There is only one person!” Yu Mei’s indignant female voice said, but she became calmer.
“What the hell are you talking about?” Zhou Yaru was stunned.
Yu Mei smiled and smiled coldly, “I still don’t understand? Then I’ll make it clear! If Xiaochen went to plead with Wu Helian at that time, Wu would never have loaned to Zhou’s! Zhou’s bankruptcy and collapse! You Zhou family, there will never be today! Can you understand now?”
Gu Xiaochen closed his eyes. Looking back at this moment, it seemed like a dream.
It’s so far away, but it just happened yesterday, and it’s vivid.
Yu Mei’s words quietly circled and echoed, shocking the Zhou family.
Zhou Mosheng and Zhou Yaru froze, and Zhou Chengze stared at Gu Xiaochen, without blinking, he seemed to be petrified. Silver-rimmed glasses blocked his eyes, making people unable to see his eyes, but his stiff body and tight facial lines easily revealed his emotions, but only four words can describe it, and he lost his soul!
“You go out! Xiaochen is going to rest!” Yu Mei whispered and sat down.
Mosheng said in a muffled voice, “You have a good rest.” Zhou Yaru did not dare to say anything, and bowed his head to help Zhou Mosheng go away.
And Zhou Chengze was stunned for a long while, and finally, turned around and walked out of the ward like a zombie. He did not leave with them, but walked outside the ward. He opened the windows of the corridor, and let the cold wind blow him, the biting cold wind would make him sober, he would understand all of this, and let him recall the past clearly.
“Have you thought about how Aunt Fen knows how she feels.”
“The Qing one clears himself.”
“I have nothing to do with Master Lian, it’s just as simple as the boss and his subordinates. I never thought of Gao Gao who. Please don’t ask me again about his relationship with me. I still say that… Self-cleaning.”
She said it more than once.
Gu Xiaochen, when she was talking about these four words, how was she feeling?
Zhou Chengze trembles his hand to fetch cigarettes, his hands suffocate, and the smoke falls from his fingers.
Zhou Chengze didn’t sleep at all, but stood in the corridor and smoked violently. If the nurse who was not on duty came to discourage him, he would probably smoke all over the ground, “This gentleman, this is a ward area, please do not smoke, which will affect the health of the patient! If you want to smoke, please go to the smoking area All right?”
Zhou Chengze was stunned again, silently, only extinguished half of the smoke.
Zhou Chengze sat on a bench outside the cloister and sat there all night. Even if it was the Zhou crisis, he didn’t hesitate as much as he did now, and his gradually cleared thoughts made him more stern. Suddenly, he thought of the day when Wu Helian met him at the teahouse that day, when he was separated, the last sentence said: Thank you, Mr. Zhou, for pushing her towards me.
Zhou Chengze only understood the meaning of that sentence, but the word “regret” is probably not enough.
In the morning, Yu Mei planned to buy some porridge. As soon as she walked out of the ward, she saw Zhou Chengze sitting motionless on the bench. This posture seems to have been maintained for a long time, and the folds of the suit are so obvious. Hearing the sound of the door being opened, Zhou Chengze raised his head slowly, and the pleated mark was still clear, even though he was a capable person in the shopping mall, it seemed so thin at the moment.
Yu Mei glanced at him, took the door with his backhand, and planned to leave.
“Where to go.” Zhou Chengze asked, his voice hoarse.
Yu Mei didn’t stop and dropped two words, “Buy porridge.”
When Zhou Chengze heard it, Huo got up, several arrows strode to her, and stopped her. “I’ll buy it!”
Waiting for Yu Mei to respond, Zhou Chengze turned around and ran away.
Zhou Chengze bought the breakfast and turned back, and hesitated for a long time before walking to the ward. Then he gently knocked on the door and pushed in. The ward is much warmer than the corridor, and the outside is colder. Today is a cloudy day. The weather is very cold. The cold wind blowing on the face is like a knife cut. In fact, the winter in Hong Kong has not been very cold, but this year has made an exception.
After a night of sleep, Gu Xiaochen had woken up and cleaned her. She looked much better than yesterday.
Gu Xiaochen looked at Zhou Chengze, and he looked at her at the same time. She looked calm and calm, but he shifted his gaze in a panic, turned around and put aside the food in his hand. Seeing that he was clumsy, Yu Mei walked to him without a trace , “I’ll come.”
Zhou Chengze had to close his hand, but just said in a deep voice , “You eat slowly.”
Zhou Chengze walked very hurriedly, as if he was escaping.
After only drinking a little porridge, Gu Xiaochen felt that he could not eat any more. Yu Mei forced it, and then drank a small bowl. Gu Xiaochen wore a thick coat and pants and went to see Lin Fen. As soon as I approached the ward, I saw Zhou Yaru cleaning his hands and face. She wiped while crying, raising her hands from time to time to wipe tears.
Zhou Yaru inadvertently looked up and saw the two people walking outside the ward, hurriedly wiped away their tears and packed up.
The three of them hit a head at the door of the ward. Zhou Yaru lowered his head and said, “I’ll go first, Aunt Fen, take care of you.”
Zhou Yaru finished talking softly, and walked. Looking at her leaving, no one said more. Yu Mei did not enter the ward, but Gu Xiaochen walked in alone.
In the ward, Lin Fen was sleeping unconsciously.
The doctor said that she did not spend much time awake every day, and her days were running out.
Gu Xiaochen thought about what the doctor said and walked to the bed in a trance. This always-beautiful woman, even when she was raising her alone, is still beautiful, but now, the years are no longer, and the years have finally begun to leave traces. I don’t know when she started to be haggard, like a flower. The bloom of the flower changed from brilliant to withered.
Gu Xiaochen’s trembling hands touched her face, her eyes had fine lines, deep shadows under her eyes, and her breathing was so weak, as if she would not continue in the next second. She suddenly remembered that rainy day, once felt a parting of life and death, and now faced again, she told herself to be calm, not to cry, not to cry in front of her mother.
As Zhou Mosheng said, people are going to leave, but also let her rest assured.
Gu Xiaochen knew all about it, but she couldn’t let it go. Just holding her hand felt like the last luxury. Suddenly, Lin Fen’s eyelid moved slightly, sobering from sleep, Gu Xiaochen’s heart tightened and shouted, “Mom.” Lin Fen
‘s consciousness was still unclear, and he froze for a long time before he recovered.
Gu Xiaochen looked at her and smiled, not allowed to cry in front of her mother, she could not always grow up.
Lin Fen saw her, and her eyes suddenly burst into tears.
If there is a sentence in my heart, I am afraid that I will never have a chance in the future.
Gu Xiaochen lowered her head to her ear and murmured eagerly, “Mom, I love you.”
” Here , Mr. He, see you at the teahouse at one o’clock in the afternoon.” Zhou Chengze called and hung up in a simple sentence.
It is still the tea house, and it is still a small room on the third floor. The landscape paintings with thick ink on the walls, the chic and elegant taste, the sound of Guzheng’s piano, the translucent white porcelain tea set, and the good Longjing, everything is still there. Just as Wu Helian met with Zhou Chengze that day, nothing changed.
Only the primary and secondary changed, this time Zhou Chengze arrived first, and Wu Helian arrived late.
After the waiter was cleared, there were only two people in the private room.
The two men met again, silent for a long time.
Zhou Chengze took a cup of tea and took a sip. He looked up at him without
hesitation . Shen Sheng said, “General He, Wu has recently created a miracle in the financial industry. He really has a unique vision.” Wu Helian stared right, waiting His following.
Zhou Chengze lightly squeezed the tea cup in his hand and said, “In the past, the He General Assembly loaned to Zhou Shi, also with a unique vision. Knowing that Zhou had great potential, I was very confident in Zhou Chengze! A cup!”
Zhou Chengze finished, drinking all the tea in the cup.
“If Mr. Zhou comes to thank, I accept.” Wu Helian picked up the teacup and calmly replied.
“Mr. He, I really thank you.” Zhou Chengze put down the tea cup and said coldly, “Thank you, Mr. He, for pushing her to me this time.”
Zhou Chengze got up smiling and opened the door.
Wu Helian was unscathed, her eyes closed, but she shattered her teacup!